The first time I used Daze... it felt like my insides were burning up. It was...
... easy. I'd never attempted it before - [ never wanted to do it ] - but it came as naturally as breathing. I couldn't stop. I could have kept it up forever. And I wanted to tear out my own heart doing it.
[ he couldn't stop being fire. that shared dream had been accurate enough, for a fantasy. ]
When I thought I'd lost that ability here, part of me was... glad.
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Date: 2024-02-23 05:59 am (UTC)[ quietly, ]
The first time I used Daze... it felt like my insides were burning up. It was...
... easy. I'd never attempted it before - [ never wanted to do it ] - but it came as naturally as breathing. I couldn't stop. I could have kept it up forever. And I wanted to tear out my own heart doing it.
[ he couldn't stop being fire. that shared dream had been accurate enough, for a fantasy. ]
When I thought I'd lost that ability here, part of me was... glad.