First, I want you to think about these hurts you've experienced in life that still cause you pain. Wake those painful memories up.
Garland brought you into this world by accident. He tortured you. You could never please him, no matter how hard you tried. You felt like an outsider due to what you are. He forced you to destroy the thing you loved most. For the sake of that goal, you had to do things that you hated, for years. And when you finally thought you were free, you discovered he'd already killed you. You hurt so much in that moment that you lashed out at the world. You destroyed that dragon's children. You ended countless innocent lives for no real reason. You died without getting to see more of the world you loved. You were caught by Chaos to fight and kill and suffer and die for a cause you didn't believe in. When you tried to leave, someone tampered with your thoughts and memories to force you to continue.
Bring those memories up. Feel the emotions that they evoke.
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Date: 2024-04-18 03:07 pm (UTC)Garland brought you into this world by accident. He tortured you. You could never please him, no matter how hard you tried. You felt like an outsider due to what you are. He forced you to destroy the thing you loved most. For the sake of that goal, you had to do things that you hated, for years. And when you finally thought you were free, you discovered he'd already killed you. You hurt so much in that moment that you lashed out at the world. You destroyed that dragon's children. You ended countless innocent lives for no real reason. You died without getting to see more of the world you loved. You were caught by Chaos to fight and kill and suffer and die for a cause you didn't believe in. When you tried to leave, someone tampered with your thoughts and memories to force you to continue.
Bring those memories up. Feel the emotions that they evoke.