[She is TRYING VERY HARD TO DISREGARD WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE. she doesn't even understand what is going on here, except it's probably manifestations of pain feelings or something. In which case, this is what is supposed to be happening. She'll take it as a good sign.]
Those thoughts you're having -- the regrets, the "if only"s, the "woulda, coulda, shoulda"s -- are your mind's way of trying to reject the pain of those events. It's bargaining with the past to try to find the way to present that's different than the one you're in now. It's trying to find a way for those hurts to not reach you.
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Date: 2024-04-18 06:35 pm (UTC)Those thoughts you're having -- the regrets, the "if only"s, the "woulda, coulda, shoulda"s -- are your mind's way of trying to reject the pain of those events. It's bargaining with the past to try to find the way to present that's different than the one you're in now. It's trying to find a way for those hurts to not reach you.